"Once On This Island"

Ugh...I'm having major show withdrawal!!! This always happens...even with shows I really don't like that much. (Except "Rock on Broadway", because that wasn't a real show.) The cast party at Jackie's tonight was awesome! It started off kind of dull, even though I was kicking Matt's ass at poker, and then it got really fun! I really enjoy these people...well, most of them. These are the people I had fun with tonight: Michael, Jeffrey, Tera, Ambrea, Mara, Tim, Katie G, Mary, Brian (and the rest of the crew boys), Joe & Missy, Jackie, and Matt...and maybe others, but I forgot! I'm really going to miss this cast, even though the show didn't really help me improve at all. I did miss Katrina and Brandon a lot, though. But I did get closer with Mar, Michael, Matt, and Mary (apparently, I have an "M" thing going on...). I really need something to happen to me soon. I know I have to make it happen for myself, but it needs to happen soon. I'm really sick of sitting in the ensemble. I know that sounds selfish, but I know what I am capable of, but no one else seems to see it. I need a role to help me feel more confident. I can't remember the last time I really had to memorize lines or music. It just gets frustrating sometimes. Oh, well...such is life, I guess. I'll be glad to have this time off to relax and take care of a lot of things for school, insurance, living arrangements, auditions, new job, etc. I guess I'll keep busy for a while. Oh, ps: in case anyone reading this was wondering, I'm not going to school this fall, but I will be going in the spring, and if anyone knows of any places that are hiring now, please let me know, because I really need a new job! That's all for now. Another Soulstice show under my belt and added to the resume...


*Katie*